Monday, December 04, 2006

The Mountain Path



So long ago,
The day I first began to climb.

Why?

It seemed like the right path to choose.
Now...I am certain.
Beyond the shadow of a doubt,
That this road was made for me,
And I for Thee.

But what of the beginning?
From where have I come?
How could I ever forget,
What the LORD has done?

I remember the agony of those days,
The whip across my back,
Enslaved, in chains
To the Pharaoh of this land.

You rescued me God by your strong and mighty hand,
You revealed your infinite power,
Bringing me up,
Out of his land.

And when I thought I was free,
Truly you did guide me:
To none other than a dead end,
With all this Bible knowledge in my head.

A wall of mountain on the left and on the right,
A sea of despair before me,
And my enemy near in hindsight.

My God, why have you led me here,
With only a hope of dying or drowning in my fear...
Surely, I was better off enslaved in Egypt...
In chains to my sin,
Than to die a freed man in the desert.
Buried in sand.

Y o u B r e a t h e G r a c e t o M e

I cry out to You, God,
Deliver my soul!
I lift my eyes to heaven
In sweet complete surrender!

With the rush of a gale force wind,
the waters are divided.







Despair


Anxiety


Oppression


Addiction


Bondage

Darkness


Blindness


Confusion


Pain


Suffering


"The Lord is my strength and my
song;
he has become my salvation.
He is my God, and I will praise
Him,
My father's God, and I will exalt
Him" (Ex. 15:2).

Y o u B r e a t h e P u r p o s e t o M e

Suddenly,
Surrounded,
Thousands of people...like me...but different.
The old
Young
Big
Small...

Like a bullet to the brain
Your words sink deep,
Penetrating my soul.
A shepherd's staff begins to form in
My
Hand.

Lead these people?
Lead them where?
For what purpose?

And the Lord speaks:

Show them my ways,
My glory...
This path.
Though the people complain,
and disobey.
Though they quarrel and
Indulge in their selfish ways
When they fight against me,
And cry out for Egypt,
Remember,
You were the same.

I'm still climbing...
Over rocks,
Under tree branches...
I still slip and fall.
I might spend days pressed up against the rock,
Shimmying along a narrow shelf,
With wind blasting in my face�

But nothing will stop me from reaching the summit.
I will always press on
Through hardship and struggle,
Dead ends and impossible conundrums,
I must reach the top...

Where I will meet my God and my Savior,
And speak with Him face to face,
As man with his friend.
Where I will share in unfathomable depths of intimacy,
As a beautiful bride.

The journey to get there is my
Mountain path.

3 comments:

Ross said...

Awesome Poem Joshua! I'm glad you got it up here. I relate very well to your story depicted in that poem. Thanks

Anonymous said...

Ok, that was deep! I had to read it twice. The first time, I kept thinking about how this poem was your Pentatuech project and how it could have been Moses speaking. The second time, I heard Josh Winters talking. I love the part about a 'staff forming in your hand' and 'I still slip and fall.
I might spend days pressed up against the rock, shimmying along a narrow shelf,with wind blasting in my face.' The most powerful thing about these word pictures is that they're true. Just as Moses was called to lead God's people, I believe you have been called to lead. You already know that it won't be easy, but I see your eyes fixed on the summit... the very face of God. May the Lord bless you and preserve you complete, holy and blameless. And may He bear much fruit through you as you rely completely on Him. Thanks for helping ME to follow, up the mountain path.

I love you, Josh!
Mom

Anonymous said...

Truly inspiring how you convey the message from various angles like a moving video panning and zooming from inside and out. I felt like I was right there with you... Josh Peretti!